Friday, June 20, 2008

The Search Has Begun

Well I have finally done it. i have started on the search for the kind of Master i want and need in my life. This has been alongtime coming. i have thought about being a slave to a Master for years, but like everyone, i was worried about what people would think. It has certainly cost me. Not in the financial sense but in the sense of being whole and how I live my life. I think i have always known that i was a slave, but didn't want to admit it. i think I was born that way and according to some, that is a rare to find. But being born that way doesn't stop you from denying who you are and what you really want or need. Especially when it goes against all that society says that it does. Being older, and hopefully wiser, I can now say that it doesn't matter what society thinks about the Master/slave relationship because what is important is what the two individuals that are involved in the relationship feel about each other and if it works for them.

With that being said, i am doing what i think i should to find a Master that will be a part of my life for the rest of my life. I have gotten on a website for like minded individuals with the profile name of yourwillbedone. i go to the leather and like chat rooms to see if anyone there is interested in what I have to offer. This is a new beginning for me and it has left me feeling alot better about myself and where I want my life to go. i am open to relocating and willing to staart over again in a new place if that is what is required to be what i know i am and need to be to be whole. if anyone hasany advice about how I should go about my search, please let me know. I will answer all the contacts that I get. I would go to leather bars and other events if i were in a big city, as it stand right now i am not and have some obligations to stay were i am but only for a few more months. I am excited about the prospect of getting to major cities or other areas of the country to see if I can find the Master that i seek

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